Things to D.R.A.W. before you die.

I've been thinking. Every time I wonder about my life ending here. I think of what I would feel if I suddenly realized there was something I wanted to do, but I could only wish I had done it as wait to die. I wonder if there's things in the world that I want to do with my own art. Things that I would do to leave with the rest of the world, so that I may be remembered, as more than just a person. I don't know why but I feel like something is waiting for me in the future. Soon, and for some deeper reason, sometimes it feels like I can't think further than that certain time period. It seems blocked off. I don't know why I think this way, but I can't ignore this. I have to do something, so I may do whatever it takes to get past it, no matter what. Young or old, I will succeed young because I want to change the world before I am twenty to show people what I believe in and show what I think is right. I don't know what God has planned for me, yet I still have to be confident. I want to be that person I've been trying to be every day, and change everything that I can't get over right away. I want to be a Hero. Someone who doesn't loose control of his anger for things that don't matter at all. Someone who has no fears of things that involve getting hurt or killed when he wants to fight for the ones he loves, and is dedicated to do so willingly. A person who doesn't call himself a Hero, yet is called a Hero for his actions. Unlike my old thoughts, I want to be ready to stand up to that person who pulls a knife and under the name of someone who is strong because he has a purpose. Unlike my old self, I want to prove my existence. I can't stand it when I am too caught up in being "normal" when someone is being hurt in public. I always wish I had the guts to act out and tell that person to talk to me if he wants to hurt someone. I want to become the greatest hero, like the one I think of every day. I will become a Hero.